I had another bad week from Chemo this week.  I came home and crashed Tuesday after chemo, woke up sick in the middle of the night again, and the days of nausea, fatigue, fever and chills, diarrhea, stomach aches, body aches, and no appetite began again.  I spent Wednesday through Saturday sick in bed.  I finally was able to eat a little chicken noodle soup on Saturday, and today I have moved from bed to the family room recliner.  I have been able to eat little bits of food today.  I am still really weak and don't have any energy.  I tried to get up and get ready for church this morning, but the exertion almost made me pass out.  
     When we went to chemo on Tuesday, we asked the doctor about my bad reaction to chemo.  He seemed perplexed by my response.  He told us that the fever and chills may be from a the volume of cancer cells dying off, but this chemo usually has a low rate of the other side effects I had experienced.  We were kind of befuddled by this, because all of the side effects I had experience were listed on the paperwork he gave me on Gemzar.  I don't know if I am sick from Chemo, sick from cancer, or sick from the cancer responding to the chemo.  All I know is I am sick of being sick.
    Once again, we couldn't get through it without all of the daily help we receive.  We appreciate the meals, help with the kids, small treats, friends peeking in to check on me.  
     Also, I smile every day when more and more info comes in about the "Race 4 Amber" that is being planned by our friends and neighbors.  It amazes me how many people are donating time, money, prizes, to make this a successful event.  I am amazed by the army of people who care for our family, and who are working so hard to make such a wonderful event for us.  If you haven't read about it yet, full details are on the homepage:  www.amberchase.weebly.com
Date: Saturday November 1, 2008 (You all know you'll have Halloween candy to work off) Is either a 1 mile or 5k.  
Time: 10:00 am.  Race is scheduled to start at 10, so come early and register.  
Where:  Perry Park 2450 West 900 South, Perry, UT
There will be auctions and prizes, including pink Race 4 Amber bracelets for the first 200 registered, and prize for the "pinkiest" person.


Trish
10/26/2008 11:36:32 am

Amber,

I'm sorry that this chemo is making you so sick. I still check your site daily and realized you must be not feeling well.

Wow, that is awesome that they are doing a race in your honor. Though I live in Ohio, I would still like to contribute!

You are in our prayers,

Trish

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Monica Witt
10/26/2008 12:49:33 pm

Amber,

Your experiences are so inspiring. Melissa told me about your website a couple weeks ago. I have truely loved reading everything you have so freely shared with everyone. You are such a strong person to fight such a battle. My silly trails seem so small in comparison. You know that you are in everyones thoughts. We are so excited to participate in the race / walk next saturday. Thank you for sharing your story. Hopefully next week will be better! Keep smilin'!!

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Shauna Smoot
10/26/2008 04:55:01 pm

Amber,

You are an inspiration to all! I just received your blog info and have spent the last 3 hours reading your diary from the beginning up until now. My heart breaks for you to go through this again. I will try harder not to complain about the trials I have been given from this day forward.

Your optimistic attitude, love for motherhood, and love for the gospel has made me want to take a step back and reevaluate my own life. Your blog is a reality check for many.

When life handed you a bag of LEMONS... you built a LEMONADE STAND!!! It's time to share your LEMONADE at the walk / race on Saturday! I can't wait to see you at the finish line!

You and your family are in our prayers. I'll be in touch to see how I can help!

Shauna

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Watson
10/27/2008 03:16:58 am

Amber,
I just started reading your blog but wanted to share that I too have fever and chills on Gemzar. It starts with aches and then I get chills and fever. Just wanted you to know you're not alone!
Hugs,
Watson

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Traci Walters
10/27/2008 06:45:11 am

Amber,

I just looked through all of your pictures and I just wanted to say what a beautiful family you have. You are so beautiful and I am so sorry you are going through this.

I must have stared at your eyes in the picture of your gamma knife procedure for 10 minutes wondering how you must have felt in that moment. God girl, that picture just brought huge tears to my eyes and so much sadness in my heart.

I am so sorry......

You are loved by many on bc.org Amber. Myself included. I hope and pray you start to feel better soon.

Love, Traci

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Jennifer Francis
10/27/2008 03:23:42 pm

Amber,
I am so sorry it still didn't go very well this week. My sister in law read your conference talk and was so touched. Thank you so much for sharing. I got you something special and I will be by tomorrow to bring it by. Take care and we all love you!!
Jenn

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Kristen
10/29/2008 12:33:00 am

Amber

I was hoping to hear you had a better week. We will be there on Saturday.....we wouldn't miss it!

You and Dan are in our prayers daily!

Hang in there kristen

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Melanie G
10/29/2008 04:32:10 am

Amber-

We are looking forward to Saturday. Your story and blog posts are such an inspiration to many. I linked you from my blog... hope that's okay.

love,
Mel

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10/29/2008 10:34:34 am

Amber: I am here from Mel's blog. I hope that the run is a great success.

You are an inspiration. I'm so glad to know you have support of friends in your community.

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Vita
10/30/2008 01:12:58 am

Amber,
I am so sorry this week is not better for you. I will keep you in my prayers.

Keep fighting... you are such an inspiration to everyone.

How nice to have a race in your honor. While I can't be there since I live in NJ I would like to send a contribution. I'm going to call Melissa for an address of where to mail it.

Hang tough and may God keep you in the palms of his hands.

Vita

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LuAnn
10/30/2008 06:15:44 am

Amber, I posted your link to your blog on bco. We all miss you and are praying for you. I am sorry things are going so rough and can't wait until you are feeling better again so I can have a buddy to get excited over scrapbooking with! Luv Ya! Hope to see you on the site soon!

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Michele Southwick
10/31/2008 06:25:15 am

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Michele Southwick
10/31/2008 06:30:38 am

Amber,

Just wanted to leave a note and let you know that I hope tomorrow (Run for Amber) is a huge success. I would love more than anything to be there. I have to be in Provo at a Volleyball tournament with my daughter all day. I hope you feel all of the love and support from the many many people whom you touch each day! I don't run, but this is one race I would if I could be there!!

Good Luck with all that you are going through. I hope things get easier and you get feeling better.

Love,
Michele

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Carol Pyle
11/1/2008 06:04:05 am

Amber and Family,
What a truly INCREDIBLE sight today! Thank you for allowing us all to pitch in and help out your adorable family. We love you all!! Have a blast in Disneyland. Make memories and Keep the Faith!
Love, Carol

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11/2/2008 12:36:38 pm

Amber,
Going through this and trying to educate people about IBC at the same time is inspirational. You are saving lives by telling your story.
God Bless

Patti Bradfield, President
The Inflammatory Breast Cancer Foundation
www.eraseibc.com
http://www.komonews.com/ibc/

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