Just thought I would share a funny experience I had last night.  Not all of my hair has fallen out from the chemo, it just got really thin, and you can totally see my scalp.  The hair that was left was about and inch long, and the roots of what had grown during chemo was white!  So last week I shaved it down to match the new growth (also white fuzz).  So now I have baby down fuzz that is 1/4" long, mostly white.  It is super soft!
     Last night my little brother Taylor came home from serving a 2 year church mission in Africa.  My other little brother, Kristofor, was serving a mission in Canada when Taylor left, so it had been over 3 years since they have seen each other.  Since Kristofor has been home, he has grown out his hair, and he has a curly mop of chin length hair.  Anyhoo, after Kristofor had given Taylor a hug and welcomed him home, I came up, put my arm around Kristofor and pulled off my hat and said, "Where is the justice in this.  He has all of this hair and I have none!"  Everyone roared with laughter. 
     Now mind you, the only people who have seen me with my baby fuzz has been my mom and dad, husband and kids.  All of my siblings, grandparents, and aunts haven't seen me.  So, I'm sorry if I shocked you all.  I am used to what I look like.  Don't really like it, but at least I'm no longer shocked when I look at myself in the mirror. 

Here is what my fuzz looks like.  I really miss my hair, and I think as soon as my scalp doesn't show through, I will ditch the hats and scarves and wig.  It seems like I can forget about being bald when I am at home, but when I have a wig or hat on, I constantly think about it.  So what do you all think?  Different from the dark fuzz when I first shaved my head, huh!  I wonder if it will stay white, or if I am doomed to "dye".