I was so excited last week that I would be done with chemo, and then I would have a break from going to the hospital for 9 days. I guess I must really love the hospital, because I just can't stay away. I had to go have lab work done Monday and get pre-registered for surgery. Then Tuesday I had an appointment with the doctor who will be doing my hysterectomy, and then I had to do more blood work. Today I meet with the doctor who is doing my mastectomy. And then Thursday is THE day. I will be having a laprascopic hysterectomy the same day as my mastectomy. They need to get the ovaries out so they will quit feeding the cancer. I need a sign that says: DO NOT FEED THE CANCER.
I wonder if they will let me keep my breast in a jar, like they do with tonsils... Or at least my ovaries.... hehehehe! I will have to ask.l...
The thing I am dreading most is the bowel prep I have to do today before surgery. A clear liquid diet only today.... What kind of last meal is that.... Jello and broth....... As if my nerves aren't bad enough already, now I get to be hungry all day too.
I feel like Abby (my 7 year old) when she cries and screams and kicks her feet and says, "It's not FAIR....." I really feel like having a temper tantrum.
I can't wait until this is over.......