Is life normal yet?

1/31/2008

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Hi everyone.  Another month is almost over.  I can't believe it.  27 days until mine & Dan's trip to Puerto Rico.  I can't wait.  Life is getting back to our boring normal.  I get the older kids off to school, I take care of Caleb & Ammon, feed them, clean up after them, play with them.  Blake, Bekah, and Abby get home from school.  I feed them, clean up after them, help them with homework, piano practicing, chores...  I cook dinner, we clean up after dinner.  I run the kids to their various activities.  I teach piano lessons.  I try to catch up on my scrapbooking.   We read scriptures, watch Jazz games.  I break up fights between the kids over and over and over.... 

I still have pain in my hip and back when I over do.  I have a hard time sleeping at night because I hurt, worry, and have hot flashes. 

So, basically, life is returning to normal, but now I have constant fear and worry about the cancer growing again.   I hope it stays stable for a long time, but the fear never seems to leave.  I think about cancer 100 times a day.  I hope someday I can get to the point where I don't think about it so much anymore.  I guess because cancer has dominated so much of my life during treatment, it is hard to push it back.   I am trying.....  Maybe once more time has passed I can feel more secure. 

At least now when people ask me how I am doing, I can honestly say "Really good!!!"

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