I love to scrapbook, and I love scrapbook magazines. So, I faced a real dilemma when I got the notice that my Creating Keepsakes magazine subscription was about to expire. It was time to renew for another year. The thought that kept running through my mind was, "Will I be here for another year?" I've already beat the odds by having such a miraculous response to the chemo, and the cancer staying stable. Would I be tempting fate by assuming I would be alive for another year??? No one should have to think about that, but certainly not a 29 year old gal!
I threw caution to the wind, and not only renewed my subscription, but renewed it for 2 YEARS!!!!! I'm not going to live my life afraid of dying. I am going to be optimistic and assume I am going to be here for many, many years.
(And at least if I don't make it that long, I will have enjoyed the time I was here!)
Easter 2008