A bucket full of fun!

2/18/2008

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On my bathroom counter there is a bucket.  A  bucket full of all my prescription drugs.  Every Sunday, I fill up my pill organizer with all of the pills I have to take for the week.  My memory isn't what it used to be, so I tend to forget if I took all of my medicine every day or not.  I hate swallowing pills. 

I am still really tired.  My tissue and skin is still tender from radiation.  My back and hip hurts when I try to vacuum, sweep, pick up toys, or scrub floors.  I feel like an old woman.   I can't sleep at night.  I don't have any energy.  I get stomaches quite often.  

I wish I could just say, I'm cured!  I'm all better!  I feel great!  But sadly, I don't.  And it is depressing.  I just want to be normal.  I just want to be able to do what I used to be able to do. 

I have to go for treatment tomorrow.  I don't want to .  I wish I didn't have to go to the doctors anymore. 

A week from Wednesday (Feb 27th) Dan is taking me on vacation.  We are going to Puerto Rico.  I need a vacation!  I am looking forward to relaxing and the warm tropical weather!

A week ago, my baby turned 2 years old.  They grow up so fast!   

I don't mean to be negative, but some days are harder than other. 
I'm sure things will get better.

18 Comments
Kathy
2/19/2008 10:36:16 pm

Hi Amber, I hope you are having a better day today, I have been reading your blog, I have BC also but IDC and am doing well, I am much older thatn you :) I feel for you and especially at your age, but keep up the great attitude, I used to live in St. George, but we recently moved to Henderson NV. we are LDS too!!
Again have a great day and hang in the kiddo
Kathy

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Sandy Hunter
2/21/2008 11:49:31 pm

Amber,

I just read your 2/18 entry. You sound kind of down. But today is 2/22 and only 5 days until your vacation. You have got to be excited! I'll be thinking of you and Dan enjoying that nice, warm sunshine. Enjoy!

Sandy

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